しょくどうがん　もって　さんねん　です

よめい　せんこく　を　うけたとき
しちみ　と　いちみ　を　まちがえた　くらいで
けんかに　なって　わかれた　つまに　あやまりたくなった
かした　まんが　に　ぽてち　が　はさまって　きたないとかで
けんか　した　しんゆう　と　なかなおりしたくなった

いつもは　じぶん　のこと　しか　かんがえないのに
どうして　だれか　のこと　ばかり　かんがえる？

そうか　ひと　というやつ　は　
なみだ　を　ながした　とき
すなおな　じぶん　に　
もどる　の　かもしれない

あれから　さんねん　ときは　すぎた
いままで　だらだら　いきてた　くせに
きょうも　ひたすら　だれかの　ために　いきている

もっと　はやく　よめい　せんこく　うけていたら
もっと　りっぱな　にんげん　に　なったかも　しれねえ
らくご　じゃねーけど　そうおもう

ねえ　せんせい　
あのときの　よめいって　じょうだん　じゃねーよな？

Stories
that cannot be seen

Life expectancy
– Honesty cannot be seen

Esophageal cancer. Three years left at best.

When my life expectancy was sentenced
I suddenly wanted to apologize my ex-wife.
We broke up just because
she mistook steak sauce and barbeque sauce.
I suddenly wanted to make up with my best friend.
We argued because of the potato chip stuck
in the middle of the comic book I lent.

I'm such a selfish person.
But why do I think so much about someone else?

Oh now I know.

Maybe people realize their honest self
when they cry.

Three years have passed.

I've lived so lazily for years.
But now I live honestly for someone else.

If I had my life expectancy sentenced
a lot more earlier,
I might've been a great man.
Life's not a Rakugo but I think that way.

Hey doctor.
Was it a joke when you sentenced
my life expectancy?